Every afternoon now
I walk to the corner of 59th
And Madison Avenue
In New York City.
Which is neither
Here
Nor there.
Each time
I ask.
I ask the kebab guy,
The Uber driver,
The delivery man unloading
His truck,
This or that
Woman or man
Waiting for the light.
Of course they can’t hear me.
I ask myself too I guess.
Except I don’t really know
What my question is.
I want the world –
All the kebabs, cars, subway grates –
To make sense somehow.
I want to believe
That maybe one piece
Of life hangs together
With another.
“Everything is connected!”
You, my reader, just replied
In your head.
Of course. I say that too
Every day
In my head.
Why would you accept
Such an easy answer
That means so little?
I’m not interested in Truth.
Really just the kebab guy
And me,
And whoever walks by.
The light on sidewalk
Outside the shoe store.
Sure, OK,
I believe in kababs. I
Probably believe in you
Too.
And not getting run over
In the crosswalk.
That’s good.