I press feathers and bits of bone into the earth like seeds like teeth thinking gestures of futility might bloom into foxwomb or begonia eyes but only wormwood will grow a magic flute from my ribs thin as a reed and hollow the chunk of spade in earth from my Mr. McGregor shovel harrows a shadow its vole darts across the path in front of me returns the favor of surviving another day
TSM 124
a lion’s mane of steam rises from my coffee tawny with cream another day of restless scratching or will he leap?
TSM 123
even the sunflowers too tired to raise their heads like exasperated mothers prone on the couch with washcloths over their foreheads you toss the wilted ones down from the upstairs deck rain of dragon teeth and yellow bees wings and I shortstop for Team Entropy double-play them into the thicket which season by season creeps us closer like Birnam Wood towards Macbeth such we play hot-potato stalks held by rubber bands for the end of the world gathered in a slight bouquet
TSM 122
even as my eyes are scuffed with scratch and sniff corneas from staring so at the atlas of longing and latitude that used lottery ticket we share you complained I was not optimistic but here I am unscrewing Oreos to reveal the map of El Dorado a doomed conquistador of fluff yet without disappointment the world is not your oyster maybe its a Fabergé Egg McMuffin bejeweled off the dollar menu ketchup ruby glory on a gilded side of hash browns let's take yet another shot, sight in our telescope's muzzle bore and barrel fire a cannonade of stars and planetary grapeshot let the cracks fall where they may
TSM 121
the sky a chain-smoking haze of coughing grey there are no parallels there are only parallels to the rutting earth where the whales, dutifully dragged themselves again out of the sea not to return to the land but to plow it under
TSM 120
moonrise ablates the early stars bleaching pinblue beauty into a sky of goddamn mashed potatoes you said let's shoot the moon and for once I agree its gotta go that jackal scavenging sunlight that feral cream cheese so dangerously fattening but still my aim steady I'm shooting the sh*t and it drops like Hogzilla like a quarter in a coke machine like the last white dodo attempting flight and now it's gone, its rasterized tyranny stripped from poems a thousand books fall like Byzantium and the sack of Constantinople incinerates the number line of the Dewey Decimal System from 521 to 527 wiping out Celestial Navigation burn baby burn what did you expect be careful what you say to poets we might take you at your word
TSM 119
another day sniffing the armpits of angels humidity rank with birdsweat their spent avian fuel the air close with burnt feathers heat shields that gave out on re-entry now God hacking up hairballs of spark plugs and broken wings all the Gabriel-class hawks gone to ground even the sparrows hallow-eyed
TSM 118
dear god please no more flinging bling bling rubble at our blue green sea streak soup no comet kamikazes flaming ‘saurus burgers and kebabs no asteroid suicide bombers their ocean seafood boil we've got enough with tsu tsu namis tse tse flying tsk tsk virus its all too much playing planet pinball down the middle no free games flippers flying you swear and tilt curveball space and time
TSM 117
now I think the instructions to perform a CAT Scan didn't mean I wave a cat over you while you slept as I looked to your body for poems my love, not scratch and struggle and Howl in shamanic pain or the dog doggerel barking frenzied free verse waking you my dear I'm sorry for the caterwaul, the catafalque of poems I've scrawled, their jagged arrhythmia ECG monitor boop boop hooked up to arterial dreams scanning and probing for heart murmurs
stfu ode #12: to my morning coffee
oblivious my coffee speaking to me too early while I am bleary as cold cream no I don't want to hear your stupid story again about the mezcalero and the jumping bean playing poker all night in the back of the truck on the way from the Yucatán you so poor nothing to wear but sackcloth the men in the fields stripping sugar cane with their machetes toothless from sucking cane all day rotting their teeth and no I don't buy the beautiful girl in the factory had eyes only for you picked you only you your anguished parting your torment like an oven from hell I want only lightning or silence between words the way I want only lightning or silence between buttered slices of toast lightning or silence in the interstices of morning storm and wind to wake to the smell of ozone the smell of burnt air zapped alive and cupped in the rain